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I have more than started to believe that well timed silence has more eloquence than speech....provided it is exhibited at a place & time where it has relevance.......And the impact it generates surpasses everything! I can say so.. because …I have been at the receiving end.

Very recently I read somewhere that " People do not know what they want in life , but are very certain of what they don't want " but in my case the irony is that I am unable to figure out both... what I want or What I don't want.

Now that speaks of how complicated my mind is or may be how indecisive I'm by nature.... In either case , it is neither good for my personal growth nor is it good for people around me... coz eventually they are the ones bearing the brunt of all the anguish & turmoil that I go through because of reasons at times not even known to me !

Which again is a pain ! coz hurting ur loved ones is the last thing that I want to do but more often than not, that is precisely what I end up doing.

God help me !

Had saved it as a draft ..was re reading today n now I’m not even able to figure out the event that led to this write up... FUNNY isn’t it... anyways .... whatever was the reason...what came out was something.. I strongly needed to address... n I guess I have been able to do so... in the past couple of months... for which I m really glad !

God did help me n that’s the reason it has now come out of the draft mode ;)