What I really dislike about myself is that I begin things with great enthusiasm, spirit , conviction and a belief that I would continue to maintain the same level of committment all throughout.
But halfway through, I just completely miss out on it...It has been happening repeatedly... n everytime.. I only end up telling myself that "not his time Divya!!!!" but sadly.. I prove myself wrong every other time !
Now this has been really frustrating ... I just seem to have completely given up on it....
Be it gymming, be it writing my blog, be it playing TT,initiatives in office..n sometimes even relationships !!
I mean why am I not able to sustain things .. why am I not able to trigger my self with the same enthusiasm...to be able to drive myself to bring out the desired outcomes ....why do I lack the will to go on with it.. WHY ?????
This is something I keep asking myself... over n over again..
Come to think of it.. I may have trillions of excuses to support myself.. but then I know that I m only fooling myself by resorting to them ... after all I m answerable to no one but myself!!
N thats where I miserably fail ! :( :( :( n thats when I start writing like this.. which again is something I dislike !!! :(
I probably would have never published this. but what makes me do it .. is because this time I have resolved to myself .. that I will be totally committed n focussed to whatever I choose to do.. no matter how small/big, significant/insignificant teh thing may be.....and will not give up on it easily....
And the first thing on the list is GYMMING.....way to go girl... shed atleast a couple of kgs in the next one month :)
Lets see how far it takes me.. ALL THE BEST D :) !!
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